So, it's been pretty quiet on the old blogging front for the last few months.
The last few weeks have been the worst. A couple of weeks ago I had a miscarriage, I was 11 weeks pregnant. I *knew* I was pregnant since the day I was (I just felt it), so I had nearly 3 months to dream and hope and plan. We were planning on telling everyone after the 12 week scan, but I've ended up telling pretty much everyone our different news, as I've been such a weepy, hormonal mess. Miscarriage totally sucks and it's hurty and my heart's broken. It was a really scary, traumatic experience and I'm really fed up of feeling poorly!
But. During those 11 weeks my body did something magic and made a tiny creature (my body also felt very very sick a lot! And so sleepy.), and I was so happy and excited, and the way I think about so many things changed, and I fell even more in love with my husband. I wouldn't ever take back those weeks of being pregnant. Maybe this will be my only, short, experience of carrying a baby, and I don't want to feel bitter about it. But I wish with all my heart it had turned out differently.
Anyway, I'm trying to focus on nice, positive things and getting back to some kind of normality, so here's what else I've been up to these last few months,
Watching - all of the Netflix, the new seasons of Arrow and Flash, we saw Dr Strange at the cinema, and very good it was too.
Reading - so much comfort reading, I bought the entire series of Princess Diaries for 30p each in a charity shop, so I've been working my way through them. I've just started Margaret Atwood's Hagseed too, I love a bit of Margaret Atwood!
Home renovating - The kitchen cupboards are (almost!) in! The quote for the stainless steel worktop was £3000!!!! We're going to have a plain white one instead! Our new massive wardrobe with a slide-y door from IKEA is a thing of wonder.
Weddinging - My mum married her partner last month, ending a 12 month period where my brother, me and our mum all got married! The wedding was lovely but that's enough weddings for now!
Auntie-ing - I was chief bridesmaid at mum's wedding, my main job being in charge of my neices. I had a handbag full of distracting toys so each time they looked like they were making a break towards clinging to mum's legs (their location of choice!) I was on hand to offer Peppa pig colouring books/toy mice/bubbles/tiaras/dollies and so on. Needless to say I didn't see much of the wedding!
Printing - I went on a lino printing course, I printed a snail, it was so good! When we sort our garden craft shed we're definitely having lino printing supplies in there! We were taught by a local artist called Amanda Hillier, check out her prints, we were so lucky to be able to be taught by her!
Playing - a lot of words with friends with my mum!
Buying - we bought a new mattress, funnily enough husband wasn't happy sleeping on the double mattress I've had since I was 15. New mattress is king sized and so high I might need to buy a step to help me get into bed!
Being scared - by the American election results!
Working - the date we have to reapply for our jobs keeps getting pushed further and further back, we'll be in December before we can submit our applications! I'm doing some super fun freelance writing for a vegan leather brand that I'm really enjoying.
Guiding - My Rainbow Guide unit has closed and merged with another due to lack of adult helpers, I'm sad because I loved my little Rainbow unit. I'm going to help at the unit we've merged with, hope it's nice there too!
Looking forward to - thank goodness that Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them, AND the new Gilmore Girls are both nearly out. I'm realllly looking forward to both of them! I can't wait for our traditional visit to Birmingham's Christmas market either.
Blogging - well, I haven't really been blogging, but I will!
Hope you've had a good autumn and have been finding lots of crunchy leaves to stomp through and making yourselves into blanket burritos and snuggling up!